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Friday, April 29, 2005

yeah!!
happy happy~

hmm..
met boy awhile today..
clean up our baby's cage!!
yeah yeah!
purposely went home early so
i dun have to like..
meet his family members..

hmm...
i wouldn't know wat her sis will think abt me rite..
juz wanna b careful~
hehe!

my mom juz hurt her back...
ca't squat!!!!
omg omg omg!!
i was like..so worried!!!
so do house chores for her today~

hehez~

dad forbid her to go out of the house for the rest of her day..
but she juz can' sit still..
walk here walk there...
still go carry baby racheal!!!!
luckily nothing happen!!!
hehe!
love her lots man!

hope she can get well soon!!

hmm..
got lotsa plan for tml!!!!!!
boy had gave me money for my g-string!!!
wahahahaha!!!!

goin to meet amy tml 11 at orchard mrt!
hope i won't b late!!!
arghz!
i'm always late..
also decided not to join the mentor thing..
dun wanna waste my off day in sch,..
whole day!!
kekekez!

goin to shop at topshop tml!!
buy g-string!!!
yeah!!!!

den..

goin to heeren!!!
hope can find tt puma bag..
called so many stores~
nope of them got tt bag already...

BoO!!!!!!

hope all my problems can b resolved soon!!!!

love my mommy!!!

simoney lost her way @ 9:51 PM



i feel so blessed!!!
juz get the situation like...
more peaceful~

boy juz bought me a top shop spagethi!!
those got shiny stuff on top!
all black!!!'
means i can wear it if i wan to go clubbing!!!
yeah!!!
but it cost damn $50..
anyway..
thankz dear!!!
muackz!!!

hmm..
boy won some money from his soccer match!!!
hehez!
tt's y he can get me tt top~
feel kinda happy now~

went to breeks for dinner~
hmm..fish n chips not bad..
but my beef bolognese..
not very gd..
too dry!!!!
bOo!!!!!!

nicey baffalo wings~



hmm..
something is bothering me..
other than my new college who is..
hmm..
abit lazy la..

its my bf's mom.

yeah.

she purposely quarrel wif my darling today over me!!
like PURPOSELY!!!

PLS dun accuse him!!!

he's being so nice to both of us~

balancing me n her..
yet she think he's being bias..
:(

ke lian my boy!!!

she'll scream like:
"NxT time dun bring yufen home! i duno wan to c her again!"

hmm..
so pressurising for my boy..

should we really break up for his mom...

both of us are under alot of stres from his mom.
which is very unfair for us!!

n..
my boy is in very difficult position.

i'm so stubborn.
i juz can't stand her critiszing me.
u guys know my temper.

but!!!
for my boy!!!
i'll try to tolerate abit longer.

her mind might b..
"either she go or i go!!!!!"

but i've decided to support for boy~

if he wanna break for his mom..
i'll do tt.

but if he wanna stand to oppose his mom,
PURPOSELY wan to b wif me
to show her how strong our love is.

I WILL DO THAT!!!!!!!

simoney lost her way @ 12:16 AM



Wednesday, April 27, 2005

i feel so angry
n
disappointed.

my bf's parents juz critisize me..

tok as if i'm a thorn in their eyes.
say i'm ba dao
which gal won't ba dao!

say i rude.
hello..when have i been rude to them??

juz cos i quarrel wif his son.

great.

so..
we might break up for his family.

at least tt's wat i've decided.

he's trapped in between.

n i know it's hard.
to balance two.
to pleased two.

so.
in order to "save" him out of this misery..
i've decide to break
for good.

so.
if by tml.
my bf didn;t tok them round.
n explain our situation to them.
we're over

bless me!

simoney lost her way @ 1:06 AM



Monday, April 25, 2005

working..
so tired!!!
hehe~
juz back from work..

some pple really very kiasu!!
cannot stand them man!

can i have 15 wrappers??

omg!

they need so much for wat?!

damn those pple.

anyway..
meet joseph in the morning..
purely 30 mins..

he did send me home some days..
hmm..

why is it tt i feel so stress being wif him..

i dun like him to complain when he didn;t win his soccer match..
b'cos he's at orchard hanging wif his..
old frienz..
den forget to bet...
and den tell me..

jo: if i ain;t at orchard wiating for u i would have won.

and pulling a long face
when we went to eat fondue wif amy n hongda..

i mean.
if u dun wan to eat den we dun eat lor..
why bother to give me attitude??

i feel so upset..

and all in his mind is..
i'm angry..
n
i'm petty

i cried all the way home..
and initially..
he didn;t even wan to console me..


i need no console.
i nid understanding!

after a hell long day of work.
wat i wan is not a black face.

i feel so xin ku..

i've enough..

he said he'll send me home when ever i'm in the afternoon shift.
and he didn't today.

and for my dinner break..
he didn't even wan to acc me..
chat on hp ..

i paid my own lunch the last time we ate together.

i duno wat's wrong wif me.

i juz dun c how he can b so tired juz to fetch me.
when he's not working.
not doing any thing at home..
n stuff..
n make me sound like a sinner.

he's the one who chose to promise me.

fetching me home
or sending me to work.

mayb i'm tired..
very tired..

listening to running..
by no doubt..


Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Chorus: Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up



i dun have u by my side anymore.

if i fall,
u won't b there to hold me up
i'll stand on my own.

its time to let go our hands.

u might still b the one i trust most..
but u can't inspire me anymore.

i duno y..
we've chose to give up.

simoney lost her way @ 11:25 PM



I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it,
well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door\
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue'
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

simoney lost her way @ 11:19 PM



Sunday, April 24, 2005

i'm so tired..
working working..
have to wear all white..
look so fat!!!
hai!

so tired...

drag.

simoney lost her way @ 9:46 PM



Thursday, April 21, 2005

oh yeah!
my blog finally 70% done!
wahahaha!

hmm..
actually wanna go swim today..
but amy call to say tml work nid black bottom..
i have none..
so have to go buy buy!
more excuse to shop!
hehez!
meet dar..
he changed more than 4 set of clothes..
he suddenly become so...
consious of his body?
hehe..

went orchard!
juz for amy!
haha!
she did her hair..
hmm..
juz dye it to dark purple~
hope geraldine won't nag again~!!

bought a long black pant n white basic tee from giordano!
hmph!
not really nice but waste $43.

anyway..
we went to long john for dinner~
yummy!
hehe!

amy rush off
while we continue shoppin~
so many things nid to buy!
or..
so many things i WANT to have!
muahaha!
work work work!!
muz earn enough to spend!

top ez link n stuff.
i used $100 today!
omg!

anyway.
had a gd chat wif boy.

found him to b rather..
irresponsible.

me: how can we get married if u dun have any saving

jo:aiya..those pple shotgun also can bet parents for money. if u willing to pull down ur dinity. no pro 1 la. y worry so much.

me: =_=

me:oh. if i dun wan shot gun, i wan a planned marriage. but very young. like right after ur army?

jo:aiya. govt will give cpf la. worry for wat!

me: huh?! =_=. den all the dinner, honeymoon??

jo:dun fan wo la!

=_=

ok..

i know his parents pamper him alot..
but to this extend??!!
omg!
k..
had a small quarrel over this~
cos i'm so practical!
i know wat i wan.
n i wan i have to achieve it.

oh pls.
i dun wan to go GENTING for my honeymoon!

he was like..
u study so much for wat?! pple c ur diploma cert. all Cs or all As also the same!
got cert ok liao ma!

his attitude.
compare our O level result.
no wonder huh?

me: i wanna go Uni. tt's y muz study hard!

jo:snicker. u sure anot?! ur result so lousy

ok. i admit.
i'm in the 51%-75% range.
n i have to b the 1%-25% range
to get into Uni.

i believe if i put in effort i'll get it.
while.
he believe got luck den can get it.
since the world ain't fair

i duno how we can b together for so long.
our mind set..
u can see..
is totally..
different.

am i suppose to say..

that's the power of love?!

yes!

juz love him!

think its ok for us to b different~

and he's right!
he never let me suffer once~
even if he's broke..
he'll squeeze out everything for me!
hehez!

thankz dear!

kekekez~


omg! i'm goin to slp..
tml gonna work..
hmm..
report at 9.40..
arghz!!!!
Ciao!

simoney lost her way @ 1:17 AM



Tuesday, April 19, 2005

restless without u

simoney lost her way @ 11:17 PM



Monday, April 18, 2005

wahahaha!
back wif a happy blog~
actually..
nth much~
juz spend a lovely afternoon wif boy..
we made waffles !!!
wahaha!
its quitenice.
wanna try??
contact me!!!
hahah!
half of it not cooked..
omg~~
but nicey!
haha!!

going to work on thurs...
can't wait for it to come!!!
cos i'm really bbored at home!
but i also dun wan to out!
i duno wat i wan..
bOo..

simoney lost her way @ 10:16 PM



Sunday, April 17, 2005

wa~

its a happy happy day~

wahaha!

should start from yesterday...

16/04/05

hohohoh~

its our 26th ann!!!!

even thought..like..
it should b like..1 month +..
after our last break-up..

kekekez~

spend most time at home.
unhappy.
cos dear keep..i duno la..
wateva.

but meet him at around 8.30 for movie!!!
its a m18 movie!!
WET DREAM
9.50pm show~!

before movie we went to eat!
yummy yummy!

i was being checked..
hmm..
have to check ic..
sign my name n stuff..
troublesome..

the show is so damn funny!
mayb guys won't appreciate much..
cos they might behave
like the characters in the show once!!!
have sexual desire when they're 15??
liek to rub on pole when they's...hmm..
high??!!
i duno~
hahah!
the show is juz so damn funny!
like the show..sex is zero~
a comedy!
haha!
and its quite sweet la..
abit nudity!!
hehez!

the show finish around 12..
and we're very lucky tt
we can board the last bus to wld!!

i duno y boy wanna alight at marsiling..
its a mistake..
very big mistake!!!
i'm already like..
half dead..
with my make up on..
i feel worst..
i'm dragging myself..
wif half eye closed.

its around 2am!
omg!
so i ask dear to stay overnight at my house~
^_^
and my parents allow!!
its the 1st time he stay over!!!
yippy!

my bros is being very nice~
wahaha!
very unexpected!

i ask my bro to lend jo a short..
and he give me..
swimming trunk!!!
haha!

anyway..
i manage to dig out 1 short for dar~
think he shy ba..
around 5 den slp..
i was like..slping on bed..
suddenly dear pinch my stomach!
say he's goin to slp~
haha!

17/04/05

dear wake me up at 11am~
NOT ENOUGH SLP FOR ME!!!
boO hOo..

give him a new toothbrush..
hmm..
its nice to have his toothbrush at my house..
i know this might b the last time he used it..
but i had his toothbrush at home!!!
like..he's living here..
haha!
xin fu!!!

one day we're goin to have our own house~
wif our toothbrush~
kekekez~

day dream~

dear went home..
den i went to my uncle house~
hehez~
at jurong west..
a new estate..
5-room flat~
its big!
n nice!
but we make a big mess over there!
wahaha!

hmm..
tml gonna meet boy..
duno where to go..
hmm..
feel like shopping!!!
but i'm juz so broke!!!!!!!

BoO!!!!!!!

simoney lost her way @ 10:43 PM



Saturday, April 16, 2005

the feeling is back again

damn it

wanna vomit n cry at the same time

feel so stressed

pressurized

like no one really cares for me.

i tot he understand me the most.

but it seems like he's still 500 miles away..

aways from my thoughts.

i dun feel well.

i dun feel appreciated.

the feeling sucks.

i tried so hard.

but i always fail..

i feel so guilty.

sicked.

i juz wanna spend more time wif my family.

cos i feel happier.

free.

i dun nid to worry.

to feel scare.

i feel protected.

blessed.

i once tot i can have both.
jo n them.

but i lost one of them
slowly..

now
i know i'm trash to them.

when they're happy.
i'm one of them.

when they're not.
i'm like a thorn in their eyes.

but i wanna b wif them.
they're my family.

i've neglected them for 2 yrs.
tt's y..
now i'm drifting further.

every now n den
pple will ask.
:huh?! how come u didn't go out??
:how come joseph not here?
:u sure u free? discuss wif ur bf 1st.

i feel..drifted.
stressed.
feel bad.
dun wanna parents to worry when
they're goin to b grandparents.

dun wan my bros to forget abt me.

dun wan my relatives to say bad things abt me.
behind my back.

i nid to b in the family again.
i want to compensate.
for everything.

for the neglected
-love
-care
-n concern

nth is more imp than my family rite now.


but i feel torn.
apart.

i cannot balance jo n my family.

y i can't have both.
y he can't understand.

i feel so miserable.

i juz wan to cry.
let my tears roll.
i nid no comfort.

i nid love.
understanding.
more than anything.


simoney lost her way @ 1:02 AM



Friday, April 15, 2005

hmm..
think of the 9pm show..
huo xia qu.

watch until i cry!!!

tt liang yi died.
he's so..
loyal?
i like the way he love someone.

hmm..
watch this show will also think of my fren..
hui yan..
still miss her now n den
still hope can visit her in hospital

some pple say she's now in heaven.
turn to a grasshopper.

i duno..

really miss her~

simoney lost her way @ 11:42 PM



i'm tired..
totally...drained out.
but i did nth very..tiring today..
hmm...

wake up at around 12..
hmm..
boy goin to take his BDTT at2pm..
actually wanna go wif him..
so i can apply for this BDTT..
but i'm too tred..
lethargic..
juz wanna stay at home..
play wif baby..kekez~

acc mom to checkpt at around 1.30pm..
bought so many extra things!!!

*strawberry cookies.
*flour for making waffles n pancakes!
*ribena~
*bin bin mee guo..rice cracker
*conditioner

hmm..mom also bought alot of things..
so dad drive us home!
hehez~
lucky..

den went to boy's house..
nth much..
all his mind now is abt blogging~

joseph brain:
50%=blogging
30%=parents. family
10%=soccer
5%=mahjong
5%=simone

bOo hOo!!


went to beach wif mom n aunt after dinner~~
got this stupid uncle keep toking to them.

uncle:yak yak yak..
momnaunt:oh ya ya ya
uncle:yak yak yak..

my cousin:hey! u all c! above ah fen head got alot of mosquito!

everyone turn n seecousin try to kill some*clap clap clap*

me:wa lau eh. stupid mosquito
uncle:haiya. mayb the mosquito find u fat..yak yak yak


F*ck that uncle.

simoney lost her way @ 11:24 PM




simoney lost her way @ 2:27 AM



hmm..
i really like this blogskin alot..
but it dun seems to suit me..
is it too cute?
or wat?
suits me?
i duno..
haiz~
i muz control myself! cannot keep changing my blogskin!!!

simoney lost her way @ 12:37 AM



Thursday, April 14, 2005

yeah! back from the chalet!
hehe~
this blog is gonna be long..
cos i wan every detail to b remembered.
so i wrote everything down.
heheehz~


13/4/05

so excited!
wake up at 8am!
pack pack things~
eat breakfast~
den went to meet boy le~
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kekekez~
watched "i do i do"
nicey!
its a comedy la~
but not bad..
kekeekez~
give dear a card!
surprise!!!
but its too mushy..
so cannot show u guys..
wahahhaa!

we're so draggy~
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cutie me!!!!

end up reaching
downtown east at around 3..

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hehez~
the chalet in down town east is
so much better than those in pasir ris!!!

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kinda romantic..
hehez~
actually wanna swim...
but rain..
boO hoO..
-_-
so we went for a walk~
bought tibits~
nivea peel-off mask~
n maggie mee~
hehez~
shop around..
looking at things~
kekekez~
time pass quite fast..
but

went back to chalet..
drink the bubble tea i bought at century square..
not nice 1..
bOo..

actually wanna dine
wif amy n hongda too~

but they're too hungry..
hungry pigs!
haha!
so only me n dar go dinner at changi!
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so many things to eat!
so full!!

no ah gua again!

hmph!
went back to the pier~

the feeling is so much different fromt he last time we went..
with the gals..
hmm..
quieter..
more romantic..
den he hug hug me~
hehez~

watch the scenery~
nicey..
feel..
at peace..
n loved..
kekekez~

went to search for
pucca biscuit..
dun have.
find all the shops~
haiz~
but we bought vodka ice n vodka blue~
vodka ice is still the best!!!
have to waste money on can opener..

poor boy~
spend so much money on me~
muackz~

went back to chalet.
full n bloated.
feel lerhargic..
i juz sit there.
my butt glued to the bed.
i juz wanna slp.
wahaha!
but being forced by boy..
say i stink..
bOo!

i scare scare..
so leave the door open..
den keep chatting wif boy..
hehez~
poor boy~
cannot watch tv peacefully~
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so fierce!!!

drink vodka n play poker card at the same time~
amy called~
had a nice chat wif her!
but i tok for 25 mins!
my hp bill~
bOo~
but its ok~
hehez~

gal!
the cleo magazine got so many promotion!
i think got 2 weeks make over passport!
mayb we can go??
at heeren!
hehez~

think at around..1am?
we mask!!
its so nice!
wahaha!
i juz like tt mask~
cos its so cool..
washed our face with hot water~
boy keep scream here n there.
guys juz have low tolerance level for pain~
kekekez

actually wanna watch match wif dar..
but i dozed off..
15 mins after the match..
kekekez~


14/4/05

woke up by boy's stupid alarm!
keep push him!
kick him!
pull him!
he still dun wan to wake uop!
n that stupid hp sound for at least 5 time!
no choice..
i have to wake up!!
arghz!!!!

threaten boy.
say i go swim alone
so he got no choice but to wake up~
wahaha!
nice!
swimming in the morning!
feel so refresh!

back to chalet.
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bath n eat maggia.
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book out.

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boy won lottery last night!!!
$60!!!
yeah yeah~
haha!
so we went o collect the money at cheers~
kekekez~

but we're cheated into buying this privilge card..
for 3 5-star bar..
at Chijme...
china jump bar is one of them..
more details u can read jo's blog..
hmm..
$39.90..
actually..
quite worth it la..
but..
we're so broke noW!!

Frenz!!
if u guys goin to these bar~
let me know!
this card can b used by anyone~
u can get a free course meal wif this card!
muahaha~
and the price is still reasonable..
like..
$18.90 for a fish n chip..
abt the same at swensen la..
n the ambience there is gd~
no harm!
mayb we can all go there together!!!
hehez~

meet ah seng to pass him my book..
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hanging out at long john~

tt stupid book i own the lib for..
think 2 weeks ba..
haiz~

den went home~
play wif joey n baby~
kekekez~
they're so cute!!!
hehez~
same as me!
wahahaha!

nap for 2 hrs!
so tired!

boy finally decided to blog again~
hope he'll continue~
kekekez~

i nid a job!
i'm so broke~
haiz!

frenz~
esp couples~
if can den book the chalet~
dun think its bored~
its actually very fun to spend a day wif ur parthner~
but try muz control ar!
cannot wat wat wat ar..
u guys know wat i mean..
hehez~


*will try to upload all the pic asap!
including the last few post!!!

simoney lost her way @ 11:50 PM



Tuesday, April 12, 2005

gee..
went to beach today!!!
siloso beach!!!
wif my darli-cious gals!
amy n bi er~
n my bf!!!
kekez~
the night b4
i still keep telling the gals not to b late...
in the end..
i'm late for almost an hr~
hehe..
stupid gals!
still lie to me!
say bi er sick!
can't make it!
make me so guilty to make amy wait alone!
geez..
but she did come..
haha!
i juz adore these gals!!!
even though they didn't bring sandwiches..
too bad nabz not around..
hope she can accompany us out more often~
^_^
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On our journey to beach!
the gals so shy..
dun let me take pic...

it was a very nice sunny day!
i get all burnt out.
totally.
wahaha!
have lotsa fun wif the galz!!
play wif the water..
geez!
its funny!

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Guess who???!!!



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its our darlicious bi er...
hehez~

suntanning wif the gals r great~

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so happy together!!!

wif bf is also fun!

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hehez~
sniffing my hair!

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triple handsome!!!!
wahahaha!
my cutey boy boy~
nice in every angle..


haha!

more pic!!!

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haha!
all amy doin ugly pose..
wahahaha!

its so nice to c my own guy..
able to get so close n nice wif my gals~





muahahaha~
eat luch and stuff before we separated~
BoO~
so miss the gals!

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we're forever so playful!!!!!!


went to toa payoh~
buy roti boy for my family!
n they love it!!!
hehez~

i'm such a gd girl..



i find halo above my head now..



muahahaha!

manage to chat abit wif nabz!
happy to know tt she's fine now~
kekekez~
gd job jacob!
wahahaha!

geez..
have lotsa pic to upload..
but no time..
no energy..
will try to upload them soon!

can't wait for tml to come!
go swimming..
even thought i'm totally burnt.
have fun..
spend SOME REAL TIME wif boy..
hehez~
hope can meet amy n hongda for dinner~
hehez~
have to watch football match wif boy~
eat..
swim..
wateva...
hehez~


shitty..
have to go sch on thurs!
haiz~
hate SA!!

simoney lost her way @ 10:42 PM



Monday, April 11, 2005

i feel so lousy..
wanan bang my head to the wall.
shit the world.

i duno y we muz always quarrel.
f*
when i say i call to disturb.
tt's ain't wat i mean.
since when i nid permission to chat wif my bf.
since when i nid a reason to call him.

whenever i'm trying to say sumthing.
or bring up a topic.
u have to think i'm trying to pick up a fight.
f*
when i'm trying to explain.
u have to sound sacastic.
f*
n when i cried
no concern.
no sweet words.
juz a .
bye.
n beep.
f*

i feel so lousy.
feel like vomit n cry at the same time.
or mayb still in the toilet forever.
i wanna go back time.
when u still love me..
when u still care..
when there's still magic between us..
when tt's no quarrel
no tears.
no broken heart.

simoney lost her way @ 1:16 PM



Sunday, April 10, 2005

hehe..
change a new blogskin again!!
i liked this blogskin like..
150 yrs ago~
but the last time i dl it..
i edit till it spoil..
-_-
but i juz manage to find this blogskin!!!
yeah!!
i like this blogskin damn lots.
hehe..
hope u guys like it..
as much as i do!
wahaha!

anyway..
my last update get cut-off..
deleted..
by my boy..
so u guys can guess its not sumthing gd..
haiz~
and i dun wan to edit it again..
haiz

dun raise me high.
den let me fall.

simoney lost her way @ 11:41 PM



yes!
its sunday!
another day out wif my family!
yeah~

today
my uncle drived my dad's pick-up~
like the 1st time he drive after 10 yrs~
hehez~
too bad..
too many family members goin out together~
and my dad wan to drive his lexus~
hmm..comfy comfy~
hehez~
after my dad's 2 hr training..
my uncle is ready to go!
went geylang for brunch~
he bao ji
eat tim sum again~
hehez!
full full!
actualyl wanna go beach.,..
but my mom wanna go sungei buloh..
no choice~
went to sungei buloh!
haha!
it was fun~
juz walking around..look at stuff..
eating..
picnic..
walk..
laugh n shout!
haha!
i juz adore trips like this!
having time wif ur family~
hehez!

went for dinner at thai village restaurant~
guess my dad's in a great mood~
treat the whole family!
haha!
$421.50
sharkfins.
abalone..
stuff stuff stuff..
wat can u expect from such restaurant..
but it was nice la~
hehez~
i juz love my family!!!

hehez..
have been discussing abt goin aborad..
gals!!!
wanna go taiwan??
geez..
my aunt n my cousin intend to go..
me too..
mayb my brothers~
cos my parents goin beijing for i think..2 weeks?
so..we might b goin taiwan~
yeah!!!
if u gals r coming mayb i'll ask jo go ba..
hehez~
i wanna go for a holiday!
yuPpy~
hehez..

didn;t meet boy today..
quite upset wif him now..
i called him
..chat chat chat chat..
me:hey, wat ya doing now?
jo:watch tv lor
me:oic..
jo:u wan watch tv den we hang up lor
-_-
i wouldn;t have called him if i wan to watch tv rite?!!
me:huh? wateva la..
jo:u very petty leh! angry over such thing!
me:k,bye
(he hint for me to hang up 1st rite?!!!)
jo:wa lau. u always like tt la. xiao qi. wateva la. bye

beep..
he juz hang like tt.
hello!! he start it 1st rite?!!
its obvious rite??
i bet none of ur guy treat u like tt!

itts always liek tt..
we've to quarrel at least once a day.
haiz...

received his sms: u always like tt 1 la. i'm on the verge of losing $100 rite. everytime also my fault.
i replied:oh.

!! he's acting weird juz b'cos he's betting. god damn shit.
i'm his gf! not his sandbag.

he called again.
jo:hey, i'm very happy cos i've juz won $75. guess i won't bet again!
me:tt's good~!
jo:hmm..now we've enough money for a chalet together! isn't tt great?
me:sure!
..chat chat chat..
we say bye n end the conversation..
feeling alittle..
hmm..
contented??
not so upset??
cos we've enough money for the chalet!!
spend a day downtown ..
swimming..
playing..
juz the 2 of us~
geez..

juz when i'm thinking abt all the stuff..
giggling to myself..

simoney lost her way @ 9:57 PM



Saturday, April 09, 2005

omg! this 1 is so interesting! i hope its true~~
hehe~






He Loves You For You


When it comes to your body, your guy hardly notices

It's nothing to do with the way you look...

He's just has really fallen for you

But make sure to stay sexy - keep the chemistry going strong!



Does He Only Love You For Your Body? Take This Quiz :-)



Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.




simoney lost her way @ 10:34 PM




Found this quiz in amy's blog..so wanna try it out...

and its so..

untrue!!!

haha!



You're a Window Shopper!


You know that shopping's a blast, but you prefer to save your money

You hardly ever give into an impulse buy, unless it's a total steal

You've always got the most money of your friends - and you never have to borrow

And you've got a nice wardrobe too ... of classic pieces that last years!






Are You a Shopaholic? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.


simoney lost her way @ 10:30 PM



Friday, April 08, 2005

k..
juz when i'm feeling bored..
nothing exciting in my life...

MY RESULT'S OUT

i'm so worried..
cos this sem i didn;t put in much effort..
playing..
chatting..
gossipping..
for almost the whole of sem!!!
omg omg omg omg!
we muz stop this next sem gals!!!
cos my result is real bad!
hai hai

biochem-B+
biofund-C+
edev-B
e-math2-C+
java-B
psycho-C

ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
where's my As?????
and i get into the
51%-75%
omg!!!!
so sad!!!
i need to study hard next sem!!!
(if i remember)
i wan to get into the
26%-50%
i need to.
i have to.
ARGHZ!!

anyway~
i went swimming today~
and its suppose to b a perfect day..
iwake up late
play wif baby.
and go swim~
but it rained!!!!!!!!!!
omg omg omg!
i'm trying to get some sun!!
omg!
and we get inside the shelter..
boy start to..look at my nose.
k.
blackheads.
he squeezed.
my nose.
gone..
i'm a clown now.
reindeer..
i duno wat to say!
i look like a pig or bull.
omg omg omg!
i dun feel like goin out the next few days wif this nose!!
omg.
but i was happy when i'm wif him..
^_^

heck the nose.
heck my result.

simoney lost her way @ 10:22 PM