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Sunday, April 03, 2005
this post is specially delicated to my boy....
my aunt told me tt day..
"ah fen, u're such a bright gal.
too bad
u love joseph more than u love urself"
wateva she said..
make me wan to think over it again n again...
wat's wrong with loving him more than i love myself?
is it stupid?
y muz she sound like..
its stupid....?
in his room..
i keep thinking..
ya..
its true..
i really like him..
lots..
but i still hate him for leaving me tt time..
those words will still comes into my mind..
but not as frequent anymore..
and they still hurts..
they give me headaches
my aunt is correct..
i'm foolish to like him so much..
he really dun worth tt much..
its stupid
i push those thoughts away when he entered the room..
freshly out from a shower..
i duno wat comes over me..
i juz hugged him..
i can c the shock on his face..
and slowly
a soft, warm smile across his face..
i look at him..
the way he smile..
the way his eye tinkles..
the way he kiss me on my fore head..
i hugged him tighter..
not b'cos i'm scare of losing him again..
but..
i feel so fortunate to have him wif me..
even if it lasted for a second..
its tt feeling..
tt wan me to love him more than i love myself
and i guess..
its not stupid.
simoney lost her way @
7:36 PM
