Tuesday, July 26, 2005
and i'm goin to busier in the next coming week..
spent a nice sunday wif my family..
kekekez~
i feel so tired..
hai..
too much things..
arghz!
i feel so sad.
when u say i can't give u happiness..
i dun wish to think too much...
i dun wish to comment..
mayb u;re juz too upset..
no deny..
i'm the cause of everything.
i'm sry.
simoney lost her way @ 11:23 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Arghz!
i've broken another of my record...
i actualyl finish danielle steel bk..
in less than a day!!!
hohoho!
and the book is so..
freaking nice..
hmm..
everytime i read..
i feel so absorbed..
hai...
n i juz wan tob like the character in the story!!!
muahahaha!
not easy..
hmm...
anyway...
results allback..
not very gd wor..
hai hai...
tml gonna have some fun wif jo!
n amy!
hehe!!
i'll go n support gal gal!!!
anyway..
today..
the basictheory..
i made a fool out of myself..
damn.
forget to bring my IC..
not allowto enter..
hai..
but myparent's being very understanding..
n..
they encourage me~
ahh~
simoney lost her way @ 12:36 AM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
i'm thinking alot today..
hmm..
listening to "i don;t wanna close my eyes"
the whole night..
this song suddenly strike me when i was in the lift with jo..
and i got a sudden urge for this song..
read the lyrics..
so romantic...
this song juz get me thinking..
it juz make me feel very blessed..
i duno y..
thinking of the gals..
my family..
n jo..
alot..
i always have high expectation..
not only of myself..
but also on others.
is this right?
i juz finish doing the model on chromosome.
and i realised they dun look as gd as i wan them to b.
but i put in HARD work on them.
it make me wonder..
how many pple..
putting so many hard work in their work..
n a single comment by me can crash their heart..
:(
and when the day gal say..
"ur words make the deepest impact on us"
i feel so touched..
she's not the 1st one who said tt to me..
but soemhow..
it makes me feel juz how imp i am to them..
and how imp they're to me..
i've neglected so many feelings due to my stubborness
crash so many heart due to my own high expectation.
i always follow my own rules.
n i expect pple to listen n follow the rules tt i set.
i feel so selfish all of a sudden.
i missed my mom even though she's juz like..
the room nxt door?
i rem the times when my bro did wrong things..
and i expect him to bear all the silly consequences on his own..
but he never blamed me on that.
n when my mom was facing financial difficulties.
i was the one who went spree shopping
out all day..
having fun.
and expecting my parents to sort out stuff..
cos in my own rules,
i believe everyone can ssolve their own problems.
on their own.
but during my own difficult time..
they're always wif me..
they won;t ask wat happen..
they'll juz b by my side n make me laugh..
i always leave them alone to handle things..
but they never leave me..
i feel so grateful to them all..
i juz feel this way suddely..
wanna tell everyone..
"Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure "
i tresured all the silly moment i spent..
with my family..
wif my great frenz..
n wif jo..
over super..
i was wif mom..
toking abt my cousin..
who was 18.. n now getting steady wif a 30 yrs old guy..
initialyl i was angry wif her..
very angry..
but they look so sweet together..
hmm..
n my mom was saying something like..
"she changed alot of bf..
but..
its not a bad news..
at least she change her bf when she realised they're not suitable"
this led me to think of jo..
r we really suitable?
if not..
y am i still clinging onto him liek a leech..
i'm fear of losing him..
but it doesn;t mean he's the 1..
lately..
i feel so drifted from him..
i duno y..
i'm very happy wif him..
very comfortable..
but..
i juz feel different..
or is it my illusion?
am i the one who hold back both of us?
knowing its time to let go??
i duno..
when i hugged him in the lift..
i juz wanna b wif him..
but some part of me juz wan to back away
things juz get complicated every now n then..
i think i'm the one who's thinking too much..
and i'm still listening to the song..
this song is not only delicated to jo..
but also to all my frenz..
my family..
but..
of cos..
jo is the only1 i wanna stay up staring at right now..
hehe...
"I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away and dreaming "
but tonight..
i'll juz slp..
cos jo is not by my side..
and..
i dun wan to spent the whoel night staring at my ah ma..
hehe~
tml is a long long day for me...
i hope gals won't mind my lousy..
stupid looking chromosome..
:(
i wanna catch all memories before they fly away...
simoney lost her way @ 1:11 AM
Don't wanna close my eyes
I could stay awake
just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life
in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you
is a moment I treasure
I dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
Cause Id miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God were together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
Cause Id miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
I dont wanna miss one smile I dont wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Dont wanna close my eyes
Dont wanna fall asleep
Cause Id miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause Id still miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
I dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna fall asleep
Cause Id miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you, baby
And I dont wanna miss a thing
Dont wanna close my eyes
Dont wanna fall asleep, yeah I dont wanna miss a thing
simoney lost her way @ 1:03 AM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
This is the hp dear dear get for me!
V878!!!!
wahhaha
This is my dream hp..E730..
wahaha
i feel so blessed...
so loved...
so pampered~
simoney lost her way @ 1:09 AM
Arghz!
so long didn't blog le~
so stupid-ly lazy to blog..
wahahaha~
more fats around my fingers now..
wahaha~
alot of thing happened..
bad things..
good things..
lotsa..
and i realised how impt the gals r to me~
they're so nice n stuff..
kekez~
love them man~
hehe~
anyway..
juz blog abt my recent life~
yesterday..
i went to changi airport!
wif jo!
so fun!
had alovely time wif him man...
hehez..
chat..eat...eat..eat..eat..
watch plane..
he's being nice to me recently..
juz love him man!!
kekekez~
today he juz bought me a new hp~
itsa motorola 1..
white..
n 2nd hand..
not bad ba..
but quite ex..
$260~
thankz boy!
went to this stupid SA workshop today..
hmm..
workshop is nice~
the lecturer..
Ms shirley josephis so nice!
wonderful speaker!
i juz hate tt damny shitty ms fang!
arghz!
and..
mr kwok is driving me crazy..
haiz..
i juz wan to end the presentation as soon as possible!
this week is supposedto b my holiday...
but..
Mon:
meet gals n jacob for project...molgen..
and stay there till late..7pm..
but we manage to finish up the project~
have to thankz nabz's mom man~
she cooked us such a wonderful dinner!
anyway..
used a day for this project...
Tue:
been sick for the last few days...
today really cannot tahan..
dear pack me my breakfast..
den acc me to c doc..
he send me home..
and i slp through the day..
hai...
another day wasted!!!
acgtually wanna join the gals for the ubin trip~
but i;m juz so sick!
arghz!
Wed:
Despite of my illness..
i went to sch early morning..11am den reach le..
do french project discussion...
jo come sch accme at 2pm..
actually meeting mr kwok for presentation..
in the end..
only at 6.30pm he confirm wif us he's not free..
and wasted my whole day in sch waiting for me..
Arghz!
Thurs:
Went to airport wif boy..
hehe~
Fri:
spent the whole day in the damny sch..TP...
arghz!
hate ms fang..
but get to learn new things from the workshop..
hehe~
hmm..
boy boy playing mahjong now~
so..
duno wat we're doin tml~
arghz!
i nid to have more time!!!!
i wan to have fun!!!
i wan! i wan! i wan!
simoney lost her way @ 12:40 AM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
gals!!!
thankz so much for
everything!!!!
u gals r the best i ever have
muahaha..
simoney lost her way @ 1:24 AM
