Sunday, August 28, 2005
i'm such a spend thrift!
and the best part was...
i'm not spending my money!!!
yeah!
bought my family (myself) a new dcam..
wahahaha!
$550...
so nice!
5 mega pixel..
wahaha!
and...
i get myself a new hp too!
samsung E640..
muahaha!
i juz love my dad man!!!
and i'm super excited wif my packed holidays!
23th-28th sept..
i'm goin to china,beijing~
yeah!
with my darliciou dad n mom..
and my aunt n cousin!
:)
den..
on 7th-16th oct..
i'm goin bangkok,hmm..
buri ram for volunteer work!
i'll miss my dad so much..
n my mom..
bOo hoO..
i hope my dad will b alright during my trip!
pray pray pray!
hope he'll b healthy!!
anyway..
the gals n my bf will b wif me for these 10 days!
wahahaha!
i got not much time to work man..
and for nov...
i'm goin to genting again!
i juz feel so fortunate!
i love my family man!
n i love my dear as well..
hehe!
anyway...
exam is coming!
i've to work extra hard this time..
:(
this sem i've been very lac..
n naughty..
i muz buck up!!!
i cannot retain man!
anyway..
hope to pass this sem modules..
n get my driving license asap!
n..
i also hope i can get the nyaa(gold) b4 i graduate..
hehe~
wanna slim down too!!!
muahaha!
i feel so contented wif everything i have...
muahaha...
simoney lost her way @ 11:43 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
so long didn't blog liao..
wahaha..
anyway...
i fail my molgen & math..
and my intro bie juz..pass??
damn shit!
after today...
i';m free for 1 week b4 exam!
yeah!
had my french oral.."daccord"..
finally handed in my medele project.
fuck hell.
damn hard.
and i scalded my fingers so badly for tt shitty project.
and my mct is finally over.
my brain almost explode juz thinking of mct.
quite alot of things happened..
hmm..
i've brought..
-earrings..
-shoes tt cause my feet to hurt so badly..
i forget le..
den my cousin bought for me a tube~
yeah!
anyway..
i'm happy wif wat i've now..
hehe..
esp wif my boy boy..
went for cars's show room..
found out my dream car..
nissan march...
cost a bomb..
and its lousy!
damn!
wanna change a new hp too..
boO!
simoney lost her way @ 11:28 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
everyone will change...
and i can't b spared..
the most imp thing is..
i changing for the better ..
or worst??
rem. the days when i used to sit at the side
n watched my friends play...
n how they used to "friend" me
juz b'cos there's project...
n when i;m older...
i'm always "bullied"
i'm always the quiet 1..
but i dun like my life this way!
n i;ve changed to a different personality..
but i guess i;ve changed for the worst..
instead of better...
i've learnt to protect myself..
but i might have hurt others without knowing..
i dun mean to b harsh..
i dun mean to b fierce..
but i can't hlp it!
i juz can't control my temper anymore!
i can;t b wat i used to b..
i dun wish to change..
but i guess i;ve to...
to b more gentle??
less harsh??
i juz dun wan anyone to b upset cos of me..
Boo
bOo
boO
mayb life might b better after everything
^_^
simoney lost her way @ 10:59 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
hai..
juz feel so stress these few weeks..
damn..
i seriously nid some break.
if not.
i'm goin to break.
so busy these few weeks..
CCN day was nice..
and we earned money~
hoo ~hoo~
n i learnt how to make rocher stalk!
:)
all thankz to amy n her mom~
muahaha~
the whole process is very tiring..
but it was..hmmm..
fun?
i duno..
but very stress too..
i duno y things juz bother me.
everything.
i didn;t meant to scold the gals so much
but i juz can;t hlp it!!
arghz!
i juz feel so pathetically upset!!
hmm..
juz feel so stressed up!!!
but the gals are so nice to me~
they even bought me a bouquet of rocher!!!
so nicey!!
thankz gals!
i got too many things in my hand..
haiz..
too little time for me!
juz this weekend...
i didn't even have the time to rest..
had to wake up fucking early for the
MCT grp discussion..
n spent the long long day wif dear..
another fucking early morning on sun.
acc family out the whole day..
it was quite fun...
but jo is sick.
n it drag all our mood down..
i mean its not his fault!
i dun blame him!!
i tried so hard to like..
please him rite fromt he moment i wake up..
by keep sms-ing him..
showing him concern n
apologise for not being able to acc him..
he juz sound so upset...
but if i go to acc him..
my parents will b so fucking upset wif me.
i had spent ard..6 day wif bf in a week..
n only tt pathertic sunday wif my family..
hai..
i really can't go off..
n my parents r very upset wif me the whole day.
cos i've to call jo...
send ard 30 sms to jo per hr..
hai..
n they're scolding me liek hell..
BUT I"VE TO SATISFY BOTH PARTY!!
i feel so fed up!
everyone's goving me attitude.
no matter how much effort i put..
jo will still think i'm at fault.
my parents will still think i'm siding jo.
fuck hell.
i feel so stress over this matter.
fuck.
n now jo is still sick.
i know i shouldn't feel so fucking fed-up
bit i can;t hlp it.
he's expecting so much.
i feel so stress..
i feel like crying.
i dun understaning y things muz turn out this way..
i nid more time..
for myself..
i juz feel so..
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
simoney lost her way @ 11:16 PM
