Saturday, May 27, 2006
my dearest gals in sch!!!
best pals!!!!
My MP grp mates!!
SOme cute pics in lab coat!
We are so free!!!!!
More pics of myself!!!!
(sick yet pretty~)
dearest lynn and me~
Working pals!!!
My boi....
blessed~
i love them all!!!
simoney lost her way @ 11:56 PM
juz back from work...
shagged..
i muz quit my habit of shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm addicted to shopping!!!
some of my newest obbessions~
-1 mango green tee..
-2 mjphosis spaghetti top
-1 mjphosis checkered shorts
actually...
not alot...
lol...
juzt bought myself a set of dan brown's collection!!!
The da vinci code
angles and demons
Deception point
Digital Fortress
all for $39.90 at mph!!!!
so spendthrift!!!!!!
and i'm only interested in 2 books in this collection!!!
i'm still happy!!!
contented with my life now~
goin to get myself a new hp!!!
w810i or nokia 3250???
still considering!!!!!
lol!!
watched alot of movie recently!!!
the da vinci code...
mi3
poseidon~
all 3 movies are nice to me!!!
:) :) :)
especially watching with that special someone!!!
:D :D :D
so blissful~
gonna catch more movies!!!
hmm...
after much consideration...
i've decided not to study oversea..
:)
goin genting in june~
kena disappointed i can't bring joseph along...
:(
in nid of more time!!!!
gonna rush finish joseph's art project later...
:D
tml gonna b family day again!!
only once a week get to spend time with f amily!
gonna treasure very second spent tgt!!!
life's good
simoney lost her way @ 11:32 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Slacking almost everyday for major project now...
bOo...
anyway..
juz realise how vulnerable life is...
within these few yrs...
some of my frenz had went to another side of the world...
they were young...
too young to leave the world...
1 died of illness...
the other died of accident..
life is full of surprise...
but...
this kind of surprise is too much to bear..
get to know a gal is suffering from cancer now...
feel so...
helpless.
juz like my fren suffering from liver failure..
she was strong..
i could c her pain..
hai..
we can never stop it from coming..
but we muz at least prevent it from happening to us!!!
cut down on sweet and oily food!!!
stop smoking!!!!
now abt my life~
life's been good~
now that joseph drive...
he's like my driver!!
haha!
not exactly...
things been goin quite smooth~
hope it remain this way!!
juz celebrated our 39th mth ann~
bought him a wallet and he bought me a bag~
hehe..
thankz!
will try to upload more pic!
ciao~
simoney lost her way @ 10:19 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
may our story end with..
"happily ever after.."
say i'm weak,
loser.
i dun care.
i pursue for the things i wan.
if its not worth, i'll definitely give it up.
simoney lost her way @ 11:32 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
feeling so sick now...
haiz..
.......................part 3........................
rmb the days when O level was drawing near..
he was also busy with his N level..
we encouraged each other..
every sunday afterour breakfast, we will go to lib and study~
juz missed those days~
he always tolerate my bad temper..
he always give in to me..
he will always wait for me after school..
juz to sent me home!
balancing my life betwwen studies..
him..
family..
and NPCC was hard...
i rmb he said..
i take up more than 70% of his life..
and he liked it this way~
lol..
liars..
soon,his N level ended..
leaving me to cope with my O...
but he was there almost all the time..
slping in the lib...
eating in mac..
there were times when other gals feel attracted to him..
i nv took them seriously...
he was sad...
y i nv felt jealous...
mayb i dun like him enough den...
or mayb i trust him alot..
i was not afraid that he would leave me for another gal~
lol
he said..
"feel jealous because u mean alot to me"
:)
my yearly genting trip also caused soom unhappiness between us..
he was so upset that he pour water over his head..
in school!!
i'm upset too..
but..
i'm only with him less than 1yr..
my parents will nv allow me to bring him...
:(
due to my O level..
i nelgected him alot..
can;t spend much time with him..
also like to keep things to myself..
i know its hard for u jo..
i was glad u pull it through..
:)
juz wanna let u know..
all ur efforts were appreciated
...........................end of part 3...........................
how i wish...everything can remained that smooth and lovely...
but..
not all wish will come true...
simoney lost her way @ 10:30 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
juz back from driving..
having slightly fever now...
:(
kena flu virus!!!
feel so..
uncomfortable now!
so sick..
running nose..
sneeze sneeze..
headache lorz..
driving was bad!!!
having flu so badly...
drive over 2 red light!!!!
kena scold by instructor...
:(
hai..
school sucks too...
:(
kena caught by carina twice!!!
juz for the stupid short skirt!!!
hai..
went drivingbut..
i choose not to c him..
it doesn't matter anymore..
so wat if i c him?
he will only laugh behind my back,
laughing at how much i miss him,
while he's not.
this feeling sucks.
walk home alone cry cry again..
bOo...
wo yao jian qiang!!!
i'm improving!!!
i actually think for 5 seconds for his hp number!!
lol!!
hope i can recover soon!!!
long day in sch tml~
sat gonna work...
oh hell!!
i'm sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
simoney lost her way @ 9:58 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
its painful..
but life hafta go on!!!
gals say i become prettier after the break up...
is sit true???
:)
went driving again on tue night~
despite not driving for a month..
my driving skill is still as good!!!!
lol!!
instructor advised me to complete my course faster...
so dun have to pay additional $25 for extending PDL..
that's true...
gonna put in more effort on driving from now on!!!
thurs got drving again~
6.55pm~
hope i dun alight at the wrong stop again!!
stupid...tue go driving alight at wrong stop...
waste money on taxi fare!!!
family going genting again...
:(
fail for a patch..
haiz..
really wish to bring joseph along...
haiz..
my last trip got him de...
juz few months..
he;s gone..
he can;t acc me le...
haiz...
anyway...
MP/SIP is very very boring...
nothing much to do..
:(
:(
but it was quite fun..
hanging out wif my gals~
and get to know more about lane and mei qin~
they're quite nice thought..
if everyday write 1 chapter...
within 2 weeks i can write finish our story..
but...
i can't forget him in 2 weeks..
:(
mayb 2 days write 1 chapter??
lol~
if he's reading this...
wish u all the best for ur driving test...
:)
gonna slp early!!!
gonna wake up at 6am tml!!!!
:D
:D
:D
simoney lost her way @ 9:19 PM
everyday i'm goin to update this story...
till the story end...
and that's when...
i had erased him from my life...
...............................part 2.............................
still rmb whenwe were still students of wrs..
he used to buy me packets of crysanthmun...
1 for me...
the other for my fren...
he used to b so...
ai wu ji wu...
"love me, love my everything"
includingmy frenz...
rain or shin..
he would b there..
waiting for my supplementary lesson to end..
during rainy days..
no matter how hard it was...
he'll definitely get me an umbrella...
or a shelter using cardboard..
he always sacrifies for me..
:)
days passed..
i like him more and more..
for our 6th month annivasary..
we actually spend the whole day at his house..
cos he badly sprain his anklet...
he looked so pain...
i felt pain for him too..
i juz hope i can take care of him till he recovered..
bringing him laugters,care and love...
i was juz there...
to accompany him..
somewhere in may or june..
it was a rainy day..
he sent me to the bus stop near his house..
there were no pple in that bus-stop..
i can still rmb...
the wind blow..
and our umbrealla slide to the other side of the railing..
he kissed me..
our first kiss....
he's also the 1st one who said "i love u" to me..
on a sunday morning after breakfast..
it was funny..
he was so shy..
and i purposely made him repeat and repeat..
he was so sweet...
even though at that moment i've no courage to say "i love u" too...
i really like him alot..
i enjoyed every moment spent..
be it study..
fun...
outing..
even though at times we quarrelled..
i know he cared...
he would always stay up till very late..
thinking about our problems...
sending me sweet sweet sms-es..
he would comfort me...
i hate it when he was not with me...
3 doors down...
"here without you"...
always make me cry...
hai..
i loved the way he looked when he's concentrating..
i loved his smile..
i loved the way his hand wrapped around mine..
i loved the way he said "i love u" everytime before we hang the call ..
i loved his hugs, kisses..
i juz love the way things used to b...
that..
no longer exist...
......................end of part2......................
simoney lost her way @ 3:31 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
our past...
writing this as a memorial...
18th april 2006.
the day our love end.
............................part 1..............................
more than 3 yrs ago..
i get to know him...
he was not my perfect catch...
and i dun really think i like him..
he was with another gal den..
but..
he was actually the 1st one i contact when i get my 1st hp...
slowly..
we went out for sunday breakfast..
i rmb our 1st breakfast...
i was wearing that yelloe angel top with a white short...
he was happy when he saw me...
i was happy too..
and soon..
we become frenz forever...
we went out on sundays..
he likes to hang ard with me..
even though den...
i tot he was quite a nuisance...lol~
one night during our camp night hike...
he sang a very special song for me...
"xiao wei"...
we lean back to back..
at macrichite reservoir..
sweet sweet memories that were past gone...
in the end...
he broke up with his gf...
for me~
i was flattered...
its nice to know someone loves u..
care for u...
its the 1st time some one treat me so gd..
so sweet other than my parents..
when i cough he seems so worried..
when i sick its like..he's sick too..
he would take care of me..
protect me...
he went chalet with me..
still rmb we went simlin with him after that chalet..
being with him..
i felt so safe...
on the 27th jan 2003..
we went for a fren'z bday celebration together..
he's so sweet..
beside me..
cooking all my fav. food...
beef..cute cute mushroom...
tt's also the day he hold my hand..
there's a special feeling..
running down my back..
make my heart beat faster..
i told him..
"if wanna b with me, u've to pamper me forever"
he agreed...with a sweet smile on his face..
finally become a couple on 17th feb 2003~
i was stubborn initially..
always neglect him..
constantly seeking fun...
spend more time in NPCC than on him..
he was very upset..
those days..
he stayed up almost everynight with me..
accompany me...
sending me sweet sms-es..
i juz missed those days..
he knew i love tigger..
so on my 16th bday..
he gave me a very very big tigger bear..
and a treat dinner at pasta mania...
for the starting few months together..
he gave me roses for our monthly ann...
i still keep those roses in my cardboard..
no matter how hard-hearted i might seem during these months..
i really do enjoyed every day...
all precious moment....
now a memory in my heart...
the story is too long..
too many missing details..
but its ok...
they're kept well in my heart...
...............................................end of part 1.....................................
to b continued....
simoney lost her way @ 9:56 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
hai..
ok..
i apologise..
he's not a bastard..
he's being a good guy..
he didn't like other gals yet..
i'm wrong.
mayb..
tai zhai hu..
care too much for him le..
i'll fulfill my promise...
i'll stop contacting him from now on...
until the day..
i dun think of him anymore...
:(
*someone pass me tissue pls*
simoney lost her way @ 10:52 PM
juz back from east coast park...
it was relatively fun..
i guess everyone is enjoying the day except for me..
hmmm...
i hate to feel so down...
i hate to c my parents upset for me..
so sorry...
stop forcing me to b happy..
i'm trying..
:)
anyway...
today went out early in the morning...
dad bring us for breakfast..
den went east coast park...
thankz dad...
:)
i know u choose there cos of me..
:)
went roller-bladding for 2 hrs...
its was fun~
but!!!
having a sore butt now..
lol..
so pain..
:( :(
went to swim in the sea awhile..
some part of me juz feel unhappy...
later on my dad bring us to no-signboard eat...
ordered my fav type of crab!!!!
lol~
yummy~
whenever i'm quiet...
they'll always give me a very sad face...
:(
i know they feel very hurt to c me sad...
i'll cheer up soon...
:)
hope i can really stop contacting him from now on...
:)
muz b jian qiang lorz!!!
simoney lost her way @ 9:07 PM
juz back from some chatting session with lynn~
it was fun~
lol~
she's still that cute..
decided that i'm still not prepared to meet him...
:(
really hope he can pass his driving test ba~
been chatting wif hui rong...
lol..
quite glad ba~
at least i dun think she hate me or something~
lol
wanna show off some of the stuff i bought during these few days..
retail therapy really do hlp~
but!!!
too lazy to load photos~
and my photobucket has reach its limit long ago..
:(
wanna change my blog skin!!!
hope i can have more time for myself~
simoney lost her way @ 12:13 AM
