Tuesday, February 27, 2007
i realised i haven post any pic of myself for a very long time.
lol.
That's me with Jo's sis.
the only pic i took during CNY. lol
CNY is extremely fun n enjoyable~
esp with my family!
heee...
love them the most...
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really hate to leave them...
but i know,
i will keep return home n haunt them whenever i like!
lol!
so bored.
today's paper was ok.another paper to go on fri~
hope can pass pass pass all!!
thurs is my ROM,
no big celebration though.
juz a small ceremony and i think i should b heading home after tt.
*GONNA STUDY*
everything will be simple n nice~
hoo...
so everything's confirmed,
and those who say they care,
and they really care.
please put this fact in ur brain.
wedding night on 24th march.
stop asking me.
and reminder to those WHO DUNO!
my wedding night ain;t no stupid sch gathering!
so,
STOP ASKING ME WHO'S GOING AND WHO'S NOT GOING!
its so irritating n frustrating to know,
MY FREN,
some even i regard as GOOD FREN,
asked my WHO'S GOING FOR THE WEDDING.
X'CUSE ME,
NOT SCH GATHERING.
i gonna repeat again,
ITS NOT A SCH GATHERING!
i always tot pple, like my gd fren,
will come for my wedding to give me their blessing,
share my joy.
NOT COME FOR STUPID FREN GATHERING DINNER!
seriously,
frankly,
if u guys wan to know who's coming,
y not ask them urself?
y muz u ask me?
feel so insulted.
ok,
i'm very pissed by the idea of this wedding dinner,
turn out to b fren gathering thinggie
NOW.
i;m goin to list down the CONFIRMED pple who is coming.
so...
STOP ASKING ME!
Sec fren:
Hui Bee
PeiFang aka Kai Ting
Qiu Xia
Yi hong & BF
Ronnie
Cheng Ghim
Jun Jie
Willis
Wen Bin
Derek
King Leong
Poly fren:
Bi bi
Amy dar
Nab babe
Jacob
Lane & BF
Mei Qin
Wee Kiang
Jeric
Bing Wei
others will b some sec and pri sch teacher, my current boss.
any enquries,
can contact me.
Chalet for wedding and my birthday,
should b on 26th-28th march.
location will be confirm again.
simoney lost her way @ 11:06 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
hee...
happy new year everybody!!!!!!!!
muahahaha!!
simoney lost her way @ 10:34 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
lol~
juz celebrated my 4th valentine day with dear,
soon,
another 3 more days will b our 4th yr ann le!
yippey!
today also marks the end of my 3 month pregnancy!
woo hoo!
and take a look at my stomach now...
ok pple,
look.
i'm fat.
lol
u wan fatter??
...
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..
..
..
..
ok.
not much diff...
lol!
CNY coming!
and i;m missing my frenz..
esp bee.
gosh,
a month since i last seen her..
tsk tsk...
hope this cny i won't gain much weight!!
sch is also coming to an end,
and thanks to my beloved CHECK bosses,
i still manage to earn some petite allowance..
but bets better than nth~!
really appreciate all my bosses!
really feel so much happier to receive so many pple's blessing,
and words of encouragement~
thanks those who have always been by my side,
giving my all the care n love!
wo hui jia you de!
these few weeks spent of the time at home with my xao bao bei,
let's look at some of her naughty naughty photos~
lol..
she so cute!!!
ok,
so many things to share,
but like so naggy.
lol
therefore...
thanks all again!
simoney lost her way @ 12:21 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
its not easy to get through everything
this prenancy,
this wedding.
the preparations.
no,i'm not blaming anyone
juz the stress we're facing rite now is unbearable.
and so u think its easy.
coping with school work and project is tiring enough,
forcing way through everything with the fatigue i endured.
not forgetting the bloated-ness and the vomitting symptoms that haunt me everyday.
-_-||
now i also need to learn to adapt.
its not as EASY and SIMPLE as some pple thought.
living at a new environment is a great challenge for every human being
and learning to adapt to the pple ard the environment.
just stating an example.
A: hey, ur room want wat color painting
me:hmm..i like light colors, like beign.
A: not nice.
in the end, we juz choose according to the majority's decision.
i'm not complaining.
its juz an example of small things that we nid to learn to adapt.
living with other's opinions.
and a new environments means a new way of living.
i won;t get to watch tv with my family and laugh and joke together
i won;t get to play and quarrel with my brother every night
:(
instead,
i can imagine myself goin back to this new home,
bath
and stay in my own room.
and i've nv tried quarreling with my family b4..
not shouting vuglarity and slamming the doors.
not ever.
but i gotta learn to accommodate to other's living habit.
:)
i will survive
finance is another problem we have to face constantly
other than his parents sponsor (as a blessing i hope) in
our new furniture
my wedding photos
my wedding gold jewellry
and my wedding dinner(hope the hongbao can cover back the losses)
etc etc,
there's so much different kind of expenses that's beyond explanation.
but they've aid in most,
and i;m most appreciative to their contributions~
and yet there's so much problem arise due to money issue.
with my weaken health, i really can't work much.
and i really do nid the money!
and joseph's effort in working for the weekend ain;t helping much.
his weekly's allowance with pay is $200
but petrol s killing us.
tsk...
baby per check up is ard $100
and we have to save and earn up money.
tsk..and dun think its cheap..
we still have to crack our brains for those further check ups and appointment,
and for different checks on blood and several health issue have to charged separately.
how about our labor fees?
these r the things we nid to pay on our own,
our responsibility.
i dun nid help.
i know its ur fault for getting this kind of trouble.
i dun nid critics,
cos we already know.
how abt self dignity?
wat do u know abt it??
getting scolded and laughed at.
ha.
and u think its easy.
yeah..
we deserve it.
but,
i dun think ur critics and scolding will do us any good.
we dun nid the humiliation.
joseph is facing so much almost every night,
from the scolding, humiliation, the critics.
and we got to bear it all.
so who can c the tears we dropped every night?
the troubles we faced?
the little choices we have left in our life.
we juz live with it.
pple can say easily,
the wedding is urs, the decision is urs.
but the cutural background behind every person,
every family,
every dialect
is different.
i dun listen to traditions,
but i obey.
and with the numerous decisio made by the elderly,
i;m only left with little small choices to make for my wedding.
dun every gal have their dream on their perfect wedding??
their perfect way of living?
their dram husband,
dream family.
and wish for ur wedding,
everything will b go according to ur way?
but i dun have that privilege,
and i can;t hold on stubbornly on the little-gal's dream i once had.
those little wishes u made to fairies and god,
and praying o hard that on ur DAY,
UR VERY DAY,
u can b the most beautiful woman on earth,
with the most handsome prince beside u,
smiling...
and things u wished for,
wedding held in gardens?
or the grandest wedding u can ever dreamt of?
dun u juz wan this very day,
to b ur day?
no, i can;t have it.
i can dare say,
this wedding,
90% is decided by joseph's family.
i know the things they do is gd for us,
i truely appreciate their efforts.
i'm not complaining.
but if i dun voice out,
how many pple out there can really feel my pain??
how many pple can understand the struggling within me,
holding back the tears for everything i've lost?
with the numerous problems we facing,
we dun nid any more bad comments.
we dun nid ur reminder on our mistakes.
we dun nid ur doubt on us.
we dun nid to know ur little discussion behind our back.
its not easy..
not easy at all.
simoney lost her way @ 10:52 PM
