Sunday, January 09, 2005
k..
i feel sad...
damn sad..
very sad...
juz quarrel wif boy..
still thinking whether i should
go his house eat tang yuan anot..
yesterday he told me he's sick..
wanna go home..
so i let him go..
den later he msg me told me
he went to watch soccer...
its ok...
but this morning..
he told me i shouldn;t b upset with him..
cos he could have lied to me and said he's home
but he didn't do that..
cos he feel guilty towards me
k
is this a gd thing???
ur boyfren tell u things..
not 'cos he love ya..
not 'cos he respect u..
not 'cos he wan u to know..
not 'cos he think u're impt to him..
so he wanna let u know where he is..
but 'cos he feel guilty toward u!!
who won't feel upset!
den i told him i was already very upset
cos he shouted at me 'cos of my cousin baby
hello
all along i was the 1 taking care of her
i was half-drench cos have to carry her and stuff
and i juz told him i was upset cos he shouted at me..
he say i was being unreasonable
in dragging out yesterday's thing..
i juz wanna let him know how i really feel
and in the end..
it always seems like i'm in fault..
to think i even use 3 hrs yesterday
editing this blogskin...
juz cos he say he like this blogskin...
i duno why i'm so stupid..
i'm unhappy
unhappy
unhappy..
feel like i'm a fool...
should i go...
should i not..
should i go...
should i not...
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simoney lost her way @
1:21 PM