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Sunday, August 07, 2005
hai..
juz feel so stress these few weeks..
damn..
i seriously nid some break.
if not.
i'm goin to break.
so busy these few weeks..
CCN day was nice..
and we earned money~
hoo ~hoo~
n i learnt how to make rocher stalk!
:)
all thankz to amy n her mom~
muahaha~
the whole process is very tiring..
but it was..hmmm..
fun?
i duno..
but very stress too..
i duno y things juz bother me.
everything.
i didn;t meant to scold the gals so much
but i juz can;t hlp it!!
arghz!
i juz feel so pathetically upset!!
hmm..
juz feel so stressed up!!!
but the gals are so nice to me~
they even bought me a bouquet of rocher!!!
so nicey!!
thankz gals!
i got too many things in my hand..
haiz..
too little time for me!
juz this weekend...
i didn't even have the time to rest..
had to wake up fucking early for the
MCT grp discussion..
n spent the long long day wif dear..
another fucking early morning on sun.
acc family out the whole day..
it was quite fun...
but jo is sick.
n it drag all our mood down..
i mean its not his fault!
i dun blame him!!
i tried so hard to like..
please him rite fromt he moment i wake up..
by keep sms-ing him..
showing him concern n
apologise for not being able to acc him..
he juz sound so upset...
but if i go to acc him..
my parents will b so fucking upset wif me.
i had spent ard..6 day wif bf in a week..
n only tt pathertic sunday wif my family..
hai..
i really can't go off..
n my parents r very upset wif me the whole day.
cos i've to call jo...
send ard 30 sms to jo per hr..
hai..
n they're scolding me liek hell..
BUT I"VE TO SATISFY BOTH PARTY!!
i feel so fed up!
everyone's goving me attitude.
no matter how much effort i put..
jo will still think i'm at fault.
my parents will still think i'm siding jo.
fuck hell.
i feel so stress over this matter.
fuck.
n now jo is still sick.
i know i shouldn't feel so fucking fed-up
bit i can;t hlp it.
he's expecting so much.
i feel so stress..
i feel like crying.
i dun understaning y things muz turn out this way..
i nid more time..
for myself..
i juz feel so..
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
simoney lost her way @
11:16 PM
