Saturday, December 17, 2005
sometimes i wonder..
y issit that we still love each other..
but we cannot b together..
i guess we can try to b together..
but its juz a guess..
even i can't b certain this time
i'll b sad.
but its normal.
i feel so..
in between..
like wat amy say...
not really fren, not really lovers.
i dun really liek this kind of feeling.
cos i'm more prone to the lovers side.
but he's more prone to fren side.
i hope we can get a clean.clear cut relationship.
but its so hard.
y.
i hope i can keep this..
affection for him deep in my heart.
and since he's so insistent on this break-up.
mayb he should also try.
its more work for me lor.
blah..
sometimes i asked him not to sms me anymore..
but i'll keep glancing at my hp times n times again.
haiz..
time can heal everything..
y is time passing by so slowly...
simoney lost her way @
10:20 PM