Saturday, December 10, 2005
well..
i'm still feeling abit down..
but i'm trying my best~
i went retail thrapy wif hb!
i really try hard to find christmas presents..
and i really find some suitable~
mayb in the nxt few days or week i'll go n get it..
hehe~
she;s being really nice acc me..
hoho~
i really nid to lost weight.
i need!
i have to!!
i skipped breakfast n lunch today..
but i ate 2 dinner!!!
omg!!
haha!
i w3alked home today again..
but i was told tt walking
might make my thigh bigger
-_-
..
i actually bought hula loop formyself today!
hoping tt it can b my fav. past time...
and make my stomach smaller..
haha!
but..i'm even too lazy to use the trimax 808..
hula hoop??
haha
now tt i'm single i really nid to care more abt my
body,size, weight n all...
and my skin conditions etc.
did i mention i got a cut or wateva on my forehead??
it hurts.
and i've to put on a thick make up to cover it..
:(
i bought myself earrings again!!!
haha!
i accidently commented tt some design look like those wore by disco gal or mamasan.
and so happen the lady boss was wearing tt specific design.
and she happened to heard my comment.
Oopps....
haha
she didn;t get very offended but it was funny la.
haha!
after talking to hb..
i realised alot of pple break-up cos...
the guy want to have fun!
well..
it actually happened to me!
for a moment i was even thinking of waiting of joseph
to get over his ns and get together again.
no.
i won't.
luckily this thought only lasted for 2 sec.
haha!
i still miss him..
but the feeling is not as strong..
hmmm..
i sms him only once a day..
and i really appreciate when he reply.
haha!
i mean..i miss him..
but i'll only msg him as a fren!
give me more time!!!
haha!
anyway..
i still dun have the courage to tell my parents.
i know they'll b understanding.
but i still dun wan them to know.
mayb after i really settle down le den let them know...
but not letting them know is also very...
u know.
and today my mom juz remind me how similar i n jo WERE.
like..
both of us speak hokkien,
both of our family r half buddlism/catholic
both of us looking more n more alike.
:(
hmmm..
i duno wat to say~
omg!
and i still dun have the courage to delete our photos.
i need more time.
haha!
i liek being occupied.
it keeps my mind away from thinking abt the whole break-up thinggie
and i went shopping today.
i walked home today.
and i blog.
and tml i'm goin out wif my family.
haha!!!
sungei buloh~
nice place!
i'm doing some exercise :walking!!!
how many days b4 i can shake off all my fats??
haha!
i muz really slim down!!!
arghz!
i muz also save money!!!
hmmm...
lotsa present to buy!!!
i also need to put in more time in my studies~
this sem is not a very nice sem for me.
with all the dry theory n boring projs.
bOo!
i also hope joseph can b my fren soon.
i'm sure we can still go out as a fren..can we??
i'll b so boring n stuff.
if not..
i'll have to force hb to go out wif me more often!!!
haha!
*i'm so boring tt i read princess dairy-lame lame lame.. :(
simoney lost her way @
9:31 PM
