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Saturday, June 03, 2006

having some bad throat today...
damn...
has been sick for several days...
keep having throat irritation and headache...
bOo...

:(

juz wake up though...
wanna spend today fully with myself!!!!
and my family too...
:D

gonna do some house chores and exercise today!!!

relations between us ain't so gd already...
i guess he's sick of me...
well..well...

i duno...
i juz feel like acc him when i'm free...
to savlage our relationship...
but i guess...
i'm losing him....

gonna stop thinking abt such depressing stuff!!!
look forward!!!!!

sick and tml gonna work...
full shift!!!!
ArgHz...
and hooon and xueli won;t b there to acc me...
:(

sch's lab work is getting heavy...
i'm getting busy...
mayb i should out on concentration on work from now on!!!

mayb its all the chemical(toxic!!!)
i'm breathing in.
contacting with..
tt's making me so fucking sick!!!!!

oh god!!!
mayb long term lab work without safety recaution
will cause lung cancer!!!!
arghz...

hmmmm...
life's unpredictable...
and the cancer gal i mentioed died already...
better make full use and enjoy wateva time left for us

now i'm 19...
already wasted approximately 1/3 of my life!!!


i wanna b happy for the rest of my life...

simoney lost her way @ 4:31 PM