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Friday, July 28, 2006

hee..
PR 2 finally over..
thanks laney n mei qin!!!!
*grin
we're all so happy!

after presentation..
slack the whole day at my honey house..
hee~
so lovely dovey with my dear n hon~
will update pics later as i'm using this stupid desktop..
bleah...


a very very long blog below!!!

hmm..
i dreamt of him last night..
dreamt of us holding hands tgt...
running in our npcc normal pt attire..
tee and trackpants..
we looked at each other n smile...while continue running..
in our sec sch canteen...
i guess sometimes unconsiously..
past memories still haunt me...
heee... *blink back tears*

and today..
while i was slping at bi er house...
i tot i saw his shadow again..
haha!
its purely because i seldom slp over at other pple house..
other than his...
when i saw bi er's back facing me...
half slping..
i tot it was joseph..
wahahahah!
suddenly heart feel so heavy n sad..
and i tried to hug "her"....
anf never let go again..
but i didn't..

guess i also know very clearly..
i and him unsuitable..
tt's y...i nv try to hold him back..
i only tried to hold back tears couple of times...
gee...
but now its over~

juz get to know he find a gal he likes~
wohoho~
wish him all the best man!

*i admit when i get to know..abit heartbreak..
but i didn't drop a tear..
juz my heart..feel a little heavy..
even though i feel abit sad tt..
he like another gal w/i 2 weeks of breakup...
but its ok...
its his choice..
i've my choice too...
but i chose to remain the way i am now...*

*grin

busy as usual...
tml's a busy day...
got to buy idayu's present, bbq... and clubbing at night!
gonna drunk myself man!
i love my gals..
i love my familys...

i once loved him...

past is past...
too much difference between us...
i love white..
i love pink...
he loves some other exotic colors...

i love peace..
i love quietness..
he loves the crowd...
but this always cause quarrels...
which contradicts to my nature...

i love the attached-closeness feeling...
he loves freedom...

i love to spend more time with family...
he loves to spend time out with frenz...


different devotions...
different way of love...

so wat if we love each other?
or so wat if i love him?
our other interest is totally different...
how to compromise?
i tried...

i'm tired of trying...

i loves his family..
i spend my time to acc him even when i'm very tired..
i try to buy him all the things he likes...

he treat me the best..
he gave me all he can...
he once loved me the most..

now everything change...

i'm willing to let go...
i'm too tired...
too hard to fit in...
i still miss him though...
but i guess..
the tiredness that burden me is way more than the love i have for him...

did though of patching up..
but..
wat's the pt?
for the memories?

no way!
for he had chanegd since he stepped into poly..

*simone chong! u rmb how much hurt u've endured..yeah?


i'm happy now..
he has move on..
i have move on...

i know u'll read this blog..
juz move on...
find the gal u like..
go ahead and woo her...
if this gal can change u to a better person...
quit smoking...
make u love ur family more...
adore u more than anyone else...
juz go for it.

i'll b here to lend a listening ears when u nid~
a shoulder for u to lean on~
i'll b here to share ur happiness and sadness..
for tt's all a fren will wan to do!

we start off as fren...
we'll end it off as fren...

a long long journey infront of us...
once we walk this journey hands in hands

and future,
even though our path might not cross again..

at least at this moment...
we're walking tgt shoulder to shoulder...

:D

let's shake hand n b fren~
real gd frenz~

wish u all the best~

*drive me to sch on wed-fri, ya?
haha~

hope u can find ur xin fu...


love ya...so dun wan to c the upset-ness in ur eyes...
love ya...
tt's y i let u go...

simoney lost her way @ 11:50 PM