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Monday, July 16, 2007

i'm so envious of other couples.

they're so sweet,
24/7 sticking tgt..
i even have 1 of them tellhing me that the place he frequently is
1)his house
2)her house
3)his work place
4)her work place(to fetch her)
5)his sch
6)her sch

-_-..
and they've been tgt 3 yrs already~!


no,
we're nv such couple (with joseph).

even now, married.
i'm not like tt.

my cousin, married.
is like that.
super sweet n totally dependent on each other.

i'm filled with jealousy suddenly.

mayb its my pregnancy that leads to my emotion unstability
i've been hoping so much that joseph can change for me,
but i guess our 4 yrs plus relationship had SHAPED us to wat we're today.

he's so used to my independence.
he's so used to the freedom i gave him.

i'm so pregnant now (8th month),
and he won't actually worry much abt me taking bus all the way down,
from woodlands to bedok.
juz to have dinner with him.

hai.

my cousin can actually wake up his husband,
in the middle of the night,
and asked for his console when she's having trouble having slp.

no.
not me.
unless i wan a gd scolding from a half-conscious him.

he's gd in his own ways,
juz not to my perfection.

he did sweet things also,
juz mayb...
not enough?


i duno.

tml's our 53th month ann already.


mayb its the hormones acting up.


nonetheless,
i still love him.
as much as 4 yrs ago..

*^_^*

simoney lost her way @ 8:09 PM