Monday, July 31, 2006
a great night at dxo with my babes!!!
will update pics asap... (now lazy... ;P)
lotsa pics of sexy us!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D
*grin
i love my babes!
another bz week for me...
bOo!!!
mon--gym
tue-- ikea with my darlingi~
wed--movie night with ghim n ron
thurs-gym
fri-family dinner
gee~
hope i can have my sat n sun at home~
yippey!!!
a very very lazilicious me!!!!
simoney lost her way @ 11:46 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
hee..
gonna upload some pic taken at bi'e house~
muahaha~
All 3 of us slpy.... nua-ing on her bed...
Finally fully wake up!
my sexy babe...
my cutest babe....hahaha!
can u c the reflections of mine??
some pics of my fav baby!!!!!
heee...
finally clear his misunderstanding...
dun understand sometimes...
he already got someone he likes...
yet he's behaving...
wish him all the best for his thurs date~
DXO!
here i comes!
haha!
wed movie...
i hope i not the only gal!!!!
simoney lost her way @ 2:04 PM
i dun understand his stupid mind.
y muz he always think so highly of himeslf?
tsk tsk...
i muz emphasize...
i, simone chong,
being upset and sad is normal.
cos i juz end a 3 1/2 yrs relationship.
so.
i got every right to b upset.
not because i can;t let go.
its juz like...
ur mom throw away ur pillow tt u've been hugging for 10 yrs??
of cos u'll b extremely upset, but u still have to throw it away!!
it doesn;t mean u'll run n pick it up from the rubbish bin!
after i let go of this relationship,
i'm still sad.
i mean with all the memories and stuff...
but!!!!!!!!!!
i've NEVER though of forcing a patch or..
requesting for a patch!
so!
dun think so highly of urself!
i juz wan to maintain a friendly relationship with u..
AS A FRIEND.
if u dun appreciate me effort, juz forget it
simoney lost her way @ 2:56 AM
geee..
these 2 songs keep playing on my mind now~
the 1st one!!!!!!!
by.....
top loader...
Dancing In The Moonlight
We get it on most every night
When that moon is big and bright
It's a supernatural delight
Everybody's dancing in the moonlight
Everybody here is out of sight
They don't bark and they don't bite
They keep things loose they keep it tight
Everybody's dancing in the moonlight
Dancing in the moonlight
Everybody's feeling warm and bright
It's such a fine and natural sight
Everybody's dancing in the moonlight
We like our fun and we never fight
You can't dance and stay uptight
It's a supernatural delight
Everybody was dancing in the moonlight
Dancing in the moonlight
Everybody's feeling warm and bright
It's such a fine and natural sight
Everybody's dancing in the moonlight
We get it on most every night
And when that moon is big and bright
It's a supernatural delight
Everybody's dancing in the moonlight
Dancing in the moonlight
Everybody's feeling warm and bright
It's such a fine and natural sight
Everybody's dancing in the moonlight
tt's the song on the toplist...
following it is......
Keane
Somewhere Only We Know
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone*grin~
I'm getting old and i need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love
Is this the place that i've been dreaming of
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and i need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and i need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know
finally cry out all the tears in me~
simoney lost her way @ 1:37 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
hee..
PR 2 finally over..
thanks laney n mei qin!!!!
*grin
we're all so happy!
after presentation..
slack the whole day at my honey house..
hee~
so lovely dovey with my dear n hon~
will update pics later as i'm using this stupid desktop..
bleah...
a very very long blog below!!!
hmm..
i dreamt of him last night..
dreamt of us holding hands tgt...
running in our npcc normal pt attire..
tee and trackpants..
we looked at each other n smile...while continue running..
in our sec sch canteen...
i guess sometimes unconsiously..
past memories still haunt me...
heee... *blink back tears*
and today..
while i was slping at bi er house...
i tot i saw his shadow again..
haha!
its purely because i seldom slp over at other pple house..
other than his...
when i saw bi er's back facing me...
half slping..
i tot it was joseph..
wahahahah!
suddenly heart feel so heavy n sad..
and i tried to hug "her"....
anf never let go again..
but i didn't..
guess i also know very clearly..
i and him unsuitable..
tt's y...i nv try to hold him back..
i only tried to hold back tears couple of times...
gee...
but now its over~
juz get to know he find a gal he likes~
wohoho~
wish him all the best man!
*i admit when i get to know..abit heartbreak..
but i didn't drop a tear..
juz my heart..feel a little heavy..
even though i feel abit sad tt..
he like another gal w/i 2 weeks of breakup...
but its ok...
its his choice..
i've my choice too...
but i chose to remain the way i am now...*
*grin
busy as usual...
tml's a busy day...
got to buy idayu's present, bbq... and clubbing at night!
gonna drunk myself man!
i love my gals..
i love my familys...
i once loved him...
past is past...
too much difference between us...
i love white..
i love pink...
he loves some other exotic colors...
i love peace..
i love quietness..
he loves the crowd...
but this always cause quarrels...
which contradicts to my nature...
i love the attached-closeness feeling...
he loves freedom...
i love to spend more time with family...
he loves to spend time out with frenz...
different devotions...
different way of love...
so wat if we love each other?
or so wat if i love him?
our other interest is totally different...
how to compromise?
i tried...
i'm tired of trying...
i loves his family..
i spend my time to acc him even when i'm very tired..
i try to buy him all the things he likes...
he treat me the best..
he gave me all he can...
he once loved me the most..
now everything change...
i'm willing to let go...
i'm too tired...
too hard to fit in...
i still miss him though...
but i guess..
the tiredness that burden me is way more than the love i have for him...
did though of patching up..
but..
wat's the pt?
for the memories?
no way!
for he had chanegd since he stepped into poly..
*simone chong! u rmb how much hurt u've endured..yeah?
i'm happy now..
he has move on..
i have move on...
i know u'll read this blog..
juz move on...
find the gal u like..
go ahead and woo her...
if this gal can change u to a better person...
quit smoking...
make u love ur family more...
adore u more than anyone else...
juz go for it.
i'll b here to lend a listening ears when u nid~
a shoulder for u to lean on~
i'll b here to share ur happiness and sadness..
for tt's all a fren will wan to do!
we start off as fren...
we'll end it off as fren...
a long long journey infront of us...
once we walk this journey hands in hands
and future,
even though our path might not cross again..
at least at this moment...
we're walking tgt shoulder to shoulder...
:D
let's shake hand n b fren~
real gd frenz~
wish u all the best~
*drive me to sch on wed-fri, ya?
haha~
hope u can find ur xin fu...
love ya...so dun wan to c the upset-ness in ur eyes...
love ya...
tt's y i let u go...
simoney lost her way @ 11:50 PM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
heee...
these are some pics of my family~
went to bukit merah natural reserve!!!
so nice the place!!!!
these are the pics of my cutest cousins~!
love them man...
Pose Pose Pose..All in my dad's car~
heee...
love them all~
notice the guy in the background?
tt's my slim down younger bro~
:D
love my family...
juz adore them...
*still rmb them in his car...
cheering and waiting for the humps...*
*grin
simoney lost her way @ 11:08 PM
hohoho..
finally get eat dinner at home today~
yummy~
love my mommy! home sweet home~
the whole was fulfilling and busy~
happy too!
:)
mon..
went to my usual gym session~
slimming in progress....
...
..
tue..
Meet bee after sch and went shopping at marina square~
thankz bee!!!
for comign out even thought u're on 2 days mc...
muz b hard for u...
thankz so much!!!
luv ya!
i love the white tube...but no size le!!!!!!!
which one is niceR? the tube or with sleeve?? hmm...
wed..
went feasting with dar, hon, hoon and qiao er~
sakae sushi!!!
hee~
happy feasting with them!!!
eat eat eat!!! muahahaha!
after which we went shopping!!!
yippey!!!
bought my dorothy perkins' tube finally!!!
with my desired size 10!!!
:D
* so contented
so bloated yet happy with them...
en ai ba?!
thurs..
tt's today!!!!
actually meet jerric out..
but too bad..
he had to rush home to open door for his mom...
wahaha~
its ok~
he own me a treat man!
he makes me laugh~
But this gave me a chance to home early n acc my family~
:D
p/s: special thanks to joseph for driving me to sch on wed n thurs!
muahaha~
enjoy the trip...
i've been insensitive,
i should have know my presence will cause him pressure..
sorry...
i won't contact him so soon le man! (not daily basis)
mayb next tue when i ask him if he's willing to fetch me to sch again on wed?
haha!
i miss my family so much!!!
gonna try to make myself free-er for them~
looking forwad to sat idayu's bday bbq..
and night clubbing at DXO~
can't wait for the day to come~
when i'll b able to slp on the same bed with my dar n hon~
*side track*
ha...suddenly miss the look on joseph when he's slping..
and lying beside me*
hope sun can get ample of rest at home and acc my mom~
miss my family's company so much!
hohoho...
nxt week's gonna b a busy week too...
:D
life's interesting..
and my major project is torturing me...
pressurized by the results...
hai...
exhausted by the end of the week....
*not a perfect wife?
xing zhong yong yuan de tong...
sob*
simoney lost her way @ 10:46 PM
i'm cold.
so cold.
shivering here alone.
been slping int he lab for 2-3 hrs..
yet the headache still persist...
i dun feel gd..
i dun feel gd..
I DUN FEEL GD!
alot of things happen recently..
and my life have been bz..
will try to update during the weekend though...
bOo..
been missing him..
been missing the past..
but i knwo there's no return..
for his reason give me no chance..
i shall not persist...
LOOK AHEAD!
i love u gals...
for being by my side always...
for making my life so interesting and wonderful..
to fill the emptiness...
:)
thanzk to my dar n honey..
hoon~
and bee n qx~
i love u all~!
*will update on pics later on~ cheerS
simoney lost her way @ 1:46 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
u know wat's the best part about breaking up?
wahaha!
its when ur family knows abtit...
and everyone give in to u!!!
wahahaha!
i love my family!!
will update some pics later~
too tired...
tml's a big day!!!!
*negative negative negative pls!!!!!!!!!!!!*
simoney lost her way @ 10:35 PM
a post froma long long time....
look at the date!!!!!
wahaha!
was reading my previous post...
and found this post very special...
Sunday, April 03, 2005
love
this post is specially delicated to my boy....
my aunt told me tt day..
"ah fen, u're such a bright gal.
too bad
u love joseph more than u love urself"
wateva she said..
make me wan to think over it again n again...
wat's wrong with loving him more than i love myself?
is it stupid?
y muz she sound like..
its stupid....?
in his room..
i keep thinking..
ya..
its true..
i really like him..
lots..
but i still hate him for leaving me tt time..
those words will still comes into my mind..
but not as frequent anymore..
and they still hurts..
they give me headaches
my aunt is correct..
i'm foolish to like him so much..
he really dun worth tt much..
its stupid
i push those thoughts away when he entered the room..
freshly out from a shower..
i duno wat comes over me..
i juz hugged him..
i can c the shock on his face..
and slowly
a soft, warm smile across his face..
i look at him..
the way he smile..
the way his eye tinkles..
the way he kiss me on my fore head..
i hugged him tighter..
not b'cos i'm scare of losing him again..
but..
i feel so fortunate to have him wif me..
even if it lasted for a second..
its tt feeling..
tt wan me to love him more than i love myself
and i guess..
its not stupid.
my aunt told me tt day..
"ah fen, u're such a bright gal.
too bad
u love joseph more than u love urself"
wateva she said..
make me wan to think over it again n again...
wat's wrong with loving him more than i love myself?
is it stupid?
y muz she sound like..
its stupid....?
in his room..
i keep thinking..
ya..
its true..
i really like him..
lots..
but i still hate him for leaving me tt time..
those words will still comes into my mind..
but not as frequent anymore..
and they still hurts..
they give me headaches
my aunt is correct..
i'm foolish to like him so much..
he really dun worth tt much..
its stupid
i push those thoughts away when he entered the room..
freshly out from a shower..
i duno wat comes over me..
i juz hugged him..
i can c the shock on his face..
and slowly
a soft, warm smile across his face..
i look at him..
the way he smile..
the way his eye tinkles..
the way he kiss me on my fore head..
i hugged him tighter..
not b'cos i'm scare of losing him again..
but..
i feel so fortunate to have him wif me..
even if it lasted for a second..
its tt feeling..
tt wan me to love him more than i love myself
and i guess..
its not stupid.
.........................................................................................................
sweet huh....?
heee...that's all!!
simoney lost her way @ 12:15 PM
i dun miss him!
i dun miss him!
i dun miss him!
*bash* *bash* *bash* *bash*
gonna beat myself until i knock him out of my mind!!!
btw,
thanks qx~
i'm blessed...
a silly gal in her silly world...
trying..
a telepathy with non existence...
kekeke~
simoney lost her way @ 12:46 AM
well well...
singlehood...
so....
now frenz are the priorities!!!
some pics i took with frens on last fri..
racial harmony day~
me with kumar shawl~ and radiah acting pretty!!
kumar and his big shoe!!!
i love radiah!!!
and CM cup..
funny games~
bleah...
he's one of my fren now~
i admit i miss him now..
i still miss him quite alot..
haha...
*bash*bash*
hit my own head for thinking of him!!!
hope he can still drive me to sch as a fren!!!
i get tired too easily these few days~
bOo!!!
anyway~
some pics we took b4 the break up...
funny pics..
he once loved me~
he's very scare and nervous~haha
he keep holding onto his cuptightly!
and the food we had~
dory fish and chicken sumthing..
some scenery
haha...now leading our seperate way..
gonnab gd frenz all the way!!!
last night, at ard8pm...
had a sudden craving for chin chow..
and luckily...
QX can acc me!
wahaha!!!
feel so blessed~~
but too bad...
no chin chow...
ended with a bowl of disgusting herbal jelly from crystal jade...
bossy bossy...
(did i mention i once admire her secretly?? hee)
tt's me!!! waiting for her to make decision...
slightly prettier when i went to take pay with qiao e in the afternoon...
been getting so tired these few days...
everynight muz slp ard 11pm...
gosh gosh..
wat's happening...
i guess i'm really a mixed blood..
of pig n human...
haha!
p/s: i actually tot of having a feeling of telepathy with non-existence today~
weird...
simoney lost her way @ 12:16 AM
